It Is Me, My Story, My Life, and You, You and You :)

Jumat, 25 Maret 2011

setelah patah hatiku :)

aku masih saja berdiam memikirkan apakah keputusan yang aku ambil ini masih BENAR ?
aku MASIH SAYANG sama kamu , tapi hubungan kita ini TANPA restu :')
dari awal aku memutuskan buat ngambil jalan ini sama kamu pun berat .
setelah jalan sama kamu , memahami kamu , membimbing kamu , mengalah buat kamu , menyayangi kamu seperti adik ku sendiri . ngga ada yang berbeda , sebelom rasa cinta itu muncul .
berhari-hari, berminggu-minggu, berbulan-bulan setelah aku jalani. aku rasakan cinta itu benar-2 muncul .
aku seneng , kamu bilang kamu bisa belajar banyak dari aku, kamu bilang kamu dapet banyak kebahagian yang tiada tara, kamu bilang you are MY everything, dan dia bilang sampe kapanpun ngga ada yang bisa misahin kamu sama aku :')
aku mencintai kamu pun rasanya banyak sekali toleransi, masalah, problem dan apapun itu yang jelas ngga bisa menghilangkan rasa cintaku sama kamu itu .

semuanya aku jalani dengan pasti , keyakinanku atas kamu itu perlu dipertimbangkan .
tak berbeda dengan sebelomnya , aku percaya dengan siapapun yang memberi aku bukti dan bisa membuat aku percaya .
yaa, aku percaya sama kamu :'D

setelah ku jalani , aku merasa semakin nyaman . namun ada yang beda dengan sahabat begitu pula orang-orang terdekat ku .
mereka seakan-akan lagi tidak nyaman dengan apa yang kujalani selama ini dengan dia .
aku tahan dia di hatiku selama beberapa waktu , sebisa aku menahan sikap mu itu :')
namun semakin hari kelakuannya semakin menjadi , semua pun merasakannya 
.
aku harus mengambil keputusan , aku pengen break sama dia .
aku membicarakan ini dengan sahabatnya, tapi dia ngga setuju sama keputusan ku ini .
dia bilang kalo aku break sama aja aku nggantungin perasaan dia . mending kalo emang mau putus yaudah putus .
okey , aku  bicarain lagi sama dia . dia keukeh kalo dia ngga mau putus . aku punn sebenernya berat mutusin ini , tapi aku akhirnya tetep setuju kalo kita break , ngga putus .

semuanuya berjalan begitu saja , tapi yang aku rasain , dia ngga nggunain waktunya ini buat memperbaiki dirinya tapi dia malah nyakitin perasaan ku .
" It's FUNNY that you used that time to have ME REPLACE "
entah apa yang ada didalam piikirannya waktu itu aku engga ngerti .
apa yang dia mau aku ngga ngerti .
semakin lama dia semakin menjadi .
semakin lama dia semakin mengingkari semua janji-janji yang dia buat sendiri .
semakin lama dia semakin menunjukkan sifat yang aku ngga suka .
apa maksud dia bersikap kaya gini .
seakan akan dia tarik ulur aku .


aku semakin cuek di depan dia , tapi sebenernya aku masih peduli sama apapun yang dia lakukan .
sengaja aku buka inbox handphone-nya dan ada beberapa sms dari seorang wanita .
aku kenal dia , aku merasa kalo aku dibohongi .
tau gini ngga usah janji sama aku kalo kamu pun ngingkarin itu .
kamu cuma kasih aku harapan-harapan kosong yang akhirnya bikin aku sakit .
ini kah yang namanya sayang mu selama ini ke aku ?


jujur , aku masih sayang sama kamu .
kalo keadaannya ngga begini , aku bakal mau balikan sama kamu .
eeh ternyata kamu nya malah gini , malah menjadi jadi nyakitin akunya .
entahlah apa lagi yang bisa aku bilang .




" aku sayang sama kamu , adit :') "








when i was texting with him :')
he said ' aku cemburu lho '

his surprise birthday party :')






and to be continued :)

Kamis, 03 Maret 2011

Keyshia Cole

I used think that I wasn't fine enough
And I used to think I wasn't wild enough
But I won't waste my time tryin' to figure out
Why you playin' games, what's this all about?

And I can't believe you're hurting me
I met your girl what a difference
What you seen in her you ain't seen in me
But I guess it was all just make believe

Oh love, never knew what I was missin'
But I knew once we start kissin' I found
Love, never knew what I was missin'
But I knew once we start kissin' I found, found you

Now you're goin', ?What am I gonna do??
So empty my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on without you
My rainy days fade away
When you come around please tell me baby
[- From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/keyshia-cole-lyrics/love-lyrics.html -]
Why you go so far away, why you go

Love, never knew what I was missin'
But I knew once we start kissin' I found
Love, never knew what I was missin'
But I knew once we start kissin' I found, I found you
Who would have known I'd find you?

Now you're goin', ?What am I gonna do??
So empty my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you
Rainy days fade away
When you come around say you're here to stay with me boy
I don't want you to leave me, I, I need you

Love, never knew what I was missin'
But I knew once we start kissin' I found
Love, never knew what I was missin'
But I knew once we start kissin' I found

Love, never knew what I was missin'
But I knew once we start kissin' I found






Love <3

Bruno Mars - The Other Side

Truth of the matter is I'm complicated
You're as straight as they come
You go 'bout your day baby
while I had from the sun

It's better if you don't understand
Cause you wont know what it's like
Til you try

You know I've been waiting on the other side
and you, all you gotta do is cross the line
I could wait a whole life time
but you just gotta decide
You know I
I've been waiting on the other, waiting on the other side

We would live forever
Who could ask for more
You could die if you wanted
But baby what for

It's better if you don't understand
And you won't know what it's like
Til you try

[Chorus]

If they say life's a dream
call this insomnia
Cause this ain't Wonderland
it damn sure ain't Narnia
And once you cross the line
you can't change your mind
Yeah I'm a monster
but I'm no Frankenstein
And quite frankly
I've been feeling insane in between my eyes
I really cant explain what I feel inside
If you knew what I was you's would run and hide
Many have tried to go into the night
cross over the line and come back alive
But that's the price we pay when we living on the other side

[Chorus]

It's better if you don't understand
It's better if you don't understand
It's better if you don't understand
It's better if you don't understand
It's better if you don't understand
It's better if you don't understand

Bruno Mars - Somewhere In Brooklyn

[Chorus:]
She was covered in leather and gold
21 years old
I lost her in the cold
It's unfair she's out there
Somewhere, somewhere, somewhere in Brooklyn
She's somewhere, somewhere, somewhere in Brooklyn

[Verse 1]
Little Ms. Perfect
Sitting at the train stop
Red Nike high tops
Listening to hip-hop
While we were waiting
Started conversating
Before I got a name
Along came a train

[Pre-Chorus:]
oooooh, oooooh
Next stop Brooklyn
ooooh, ooooh,
Now I'm lookin'

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
On the street kicking rocks
Circling the same block
Green pointed flowers
Checking every corner shop
Tapping people's shoulder
Asking if they know her
Everyday's the same
It's back to the train

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohh
I wonder will we ever meet again
[repeat 2 more times]

oh, oh, oh, oh, ohh
I hope we do
Somewhere in Brooklyn

Bruno Mars - Runaway Baby

Bruno Mars <3


Ahh yes

Well looky here looky here
Ah what do we have?
Another pretty thang ready for me to grab
But little does she know
That I'm a wolf in sheeps clothing
'Cause at the end of the night
It is her I'll be holding

I love you so
That's what you'll say
You'll tell me
Baby baby please don't go away
But when I play, I never stay

To every girl that I meet here this is what I say:
Run run run away, run away baby
Before I put my spell on you
You better get get get away get away darling
'Cause everything you heard is true
Your poor little heart will end up alone
'Cause lord knows I'm a rolling stone
So you better run run run away run away baby

Well let me think let me think
Ah what should I do?
So many eager young bunny's
That I'd like to pursue
Now even now they eating out the palm of my hand
There's only one carrot and they all gotta share it

I love you so
That's what you'll say
You'll tell me
Baby baby please don't go away
But when I play, I never stay
To every girl that I meet here this is what I say:

Run run run away, run away baby
Before I put my spell on you
You better get get get away get away darling
'Cause everything you heard is true
Your poor little heart will end up alone
'Cause lord knows I'm a rolling stone
So you better run run run away run away baby

See I ain't try to hurt you baby
No no, no I just wanna work you baby
Yup yup
See I ain't try to hurt you baby
No no, no I just wanna work you baby
If you scared you better run (You better run)
You better run (You better run)
You better run (You better run)
You better you better you better

Run run run away, run away baby
Before I put my spell on you
You better get get get away get away darling
'Cause everything you heard is true
Your poor little heart will end up alone
'Cause lord knows I'm a rolling stone
So you better run run run away run away baby!

Bruno Mars - Rest Of My Life

Everyday I wake up next to a angel
More beautiful than words could say
They said it wouldn't work but what did they know?
Cause years passed and we're still here today
Never in my dreams did I think that this would happen to me

As I stand here before my woman
I cant fight back the tears in my eyes
Oh how could I be so lucky
I must've done something right
And I promise to love her for the rest of my life

Seems like yesterday when she first said hello
Funny how time fly's by when you're in love
It took us a lifetime to find each other
It was worth the wait cause I finally found the one
Never in my dreams did I think that this would happen to me

As I stand here before my woman
I cant fight back the tears in my eyes
Oh how could I be so lucky
I must've done something right
And I promise to love her for the rest of my life



Note : Undone Downloading yet :p

Bruno Mars - Our Fist Time

[Verse 1:]
Girl here we are, in this big old empty room
Staring at ya, who's gonna make the first move
Been doing our thing for a minute
And now when our hearts are in it
The only place to go, is all the way (ah, hmm)

[Break:]
Is that alrgiht (alright)
Is that okay (okay)
You don't need to be nervous (no baby)
Cause I, got, you, all, night
Don't you worry bout a thing babe, just

[Chorus:]
just Go with it, go with it, go with it (I will go real)
slow with it, slow with it
It's our first time
Go with it, go with it, go with it (I will go real)
slow with it, slow with it
It's my first time on you, baby
And I wanna make it right for you
(it's our first time)

[Verse 2:]
Clothes are not required, for what we got planned
Ooo girl you're my desire, your wish is my demand
Treat you like a princess, oh girl you're so delicious
Like ice cream on a summer day gonna eat you before you melt away

[Repeat Break]

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge:]
We can go slow (we can go slow)
We can go fast (we can go fast)
All you gotta do is ask me girl (ask me girl)
The candles are burning (candles are burning)
Our bodies are yearning (bodies are yearning)
I can't wait to love you
I'm so ready baby, i'm so ready baby

[Repeat Chorus]



Note : Undone Downloading yet :)

Bruno Mars - Marry You

It's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,
No one will know,
Come on girl.
Who cares if we're trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it's on girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we'll go, go, go, go-go.
If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

I'll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,
So whatcha wanna do?
Let's just run girl.

If we wake up and you wanna break up that's cool.
No, I won't blame you;
It was fun girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we'll go, go, go, go-go.
If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,
Tell me right now baby,
Tell me right now baby. [x2]

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.


Note : Undone Download yet

Bruno Mars - Liquor Store Blues

Standing at this liquor store
Whiskey coming through my pores
Feeling like I run this whole block
Lotto tickets and cheap beer
That's why you can catch me here
Tryna scratch my way up to the top

Cause my job got me going nowhere
So I ain't got a thing to lose
Take me to a place where I don't care
This is me and my liquor store blues

I'll take one shot for my pain
One drag for my sorrow
Get messed up today
I'll be okay tomorrow

One shot for my pain
One drag for my sorrow
Get messed up today
I'll be okay tomorrow

Me and my guitar tonight
Singing to the city lights
Tryna live on more than what I got
Cause '68 Citrus
Ain't gonna pay the rent so
I'll be out here til they call the cops

Cause my job got me going nowhere
So I ain't got a thing to lose
Take me to a place where I don't care
This is me and my liquor store blues

I'll take one shot for my pain
One drag for my sorrow
Get messed up today
I'll be okay tomorrow

One shot for my pain
One drag for my sorrow
Get messed up today
I'll be okay tomorrow

[Damian Marley:]
Here comes Junior Gong
I'm flying high like superman
And thinkin that I run the whole block
I don't know if it's just because
Pineapple kush between my jaws
Has got me feeling like I'm on top
Feeling like I woulda stand up to the cops
And stand up to the bigger heads cause the whole ah them are saps
All the talk them are talk and them fly make no drop
Enough getto youth cannot escape the trap.

Give me this one shot for my pain
One drag for my sorrow
Get messed up today
I'll be okay tomorrow

One shot for my pain
One drag for my sorrow
Get messed up today
I'll be okay tomorrow


Note : Undone Download